Shaking, trembling with a pounding heart
Pay it no mind it's just anxiety
Pacing around, dizzy short of breath
with an unknown destiny
Feeling hollow inside
emotionally deceased with nothing to look forward to
but despair and grief
But wait there's hope,
If I smile through it and fake a perfect life
that will make everything alright
No need for therapy, love and understanding relationships
My ego won't allow me to believe I need human companionship
So the barriers build
and the trust evaporates
Become such a disconnected show of myself
that my mind ceases to cooperate
No time to discover who I am inside
No time to run to a safe place to hide
So pay me no mind,
I am doing just fine.
Love,
-Callie
Pay it no mind it's just anxiety
Pacing around, dizzy short of breath
with an unknown destiny
Feeling hollow inside
emotionally deceased with nothing to look forward to
but despair and grief
But wait there's hope,
If I smile through it and fake a perfect life
that will make everything alright
No need for therapy, love and understanding relationships
My ego won't allow me to believe I need human companionship
So the barriers build
and the trust evaporates
Become such a disconnected show of myself
that my mind ceases to cooperate
No time to discover who I am inside
No time to run to a safe place to hide
So pay me no mind,
I am doing just fine.
Love,
-Callie
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