Forsakenness

Broken and alone,
I sit on this throne of dread and hate
Providing the bait
for loneliness and despair to seep in
sink deep
sink deep
into the depths of my body
As my soul decides to be free
Free of debts
free of fears
Behold the meaning behind my tears
Peace seems non existent
Hopelessness seems optimistic
In this twisted torment of a life
And yet it is my will to fight
that sustains my being
Perhaps my forsakenness
has a meaning?

Love,
-Callie